hmm.... lets see...

My life has taken a total 180 or something. Before, i was not even thinking or whatever.. and now.. Well, since Uncle Roy died, its been kinda weird. I feel really bad that I'm not more sad that he's dead. I mean, i feel worse that he was dead for a long period of time before anyone found him than the fact that he's actually dead.

And then there's that other stuff, that i like to avoid. Its like i wanna talk about it, but i don't, cuz if i talk about it, then i'm admitting that its there, which i don't really want...

Its confusing.

I never thought that part of my life could be like tv... Its not that great. But its only a part of my life. i haven't turned into a teen series or soap opera yet {thank god}

yah... OWL on sunday with vix... I like Scooter, the bird, not... the other one. though i do like the other one, he just wasn't who i was talking about.

Grrrr....

No, see? not thinking is good... sometimes... unless not thinking includes getting stupid visions...

grrr...